I just got back from the dentist. I can’t feel the entire right side of my face, and I can’t talk without slurring. I had a cavity that had to get filled, what a bummer. The other day I woke up and chopped all my hair off, yet again, I almost had hair… so close! I really want long hair but I can’t stand it. I get nervous and chop it, it’s a bad ( Read more... )

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A scene from 'A Taste of Tea,' a film that I enjoyed.

People always say that if you want something to work you make it work, and if you love someone it will but that is just not true. I mean not completely true, I guess if you love someone it works in it’s own way. Romance fades, people grow apart, and they change. It is such a bummer when you invest your heart completely with someone and things don’t ( Read more... )

It is said there are flowers that bloom only once in a hundred years. Why should there not be some that bloom once in a thousand, in ten thousand years? Perhaps we never knew about them simply because this "once in a thousand years" has come only today? - Yevgeny Zamyatin, We ( Read more... )

Well, summer is officially here and I don’t know what to do with myself. I should have taken summer courses, I feel uncompfortable sitting around- waking up in the afternoon and loundging around the house. It’s kind of lonely, I told my work to give me more hours but they haven’t yet, the pricks. I want to take advantage of all this free time a ( Read more... )

I think stress is getting the better of me, I need to chill-the-fuck-out. I can't wait tell I'm done with this paper, it's totally fucking consuming my life. Last night I laid awake thinking about Hemingway, random facts, moving, jogging around my head. I was trying to put the information together- but why? I wasn't even near anything that would ( Read more... )

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Lately I've been really bummed out, I miss Oscar. The house seems so empty without him, I'm having problems sleeping- I'm so used to him being there. Whenever I come home I expect to see him come down the driveway to say hello like he always used to do, I keep imagining that I'm going to hear him pawing at my door wanting to be let in. I keep ( Read more... )

I've felt plugged up for the last few days, so I decided to drink some of that "Smooth Move" tea. I woke up in the middle of the night, and my stomach was in knots. It felt like I got kicked in the stomach by a miniature horse.

Also, I'm writing my research paper on Hemingway.