Everything is hurting when I breathe and I can't take enough air and my sentences never seem to end and they just run and run until they are out of my reach and sight and ability. I just sat on a park bench with a boy I haven't spoken with in months. I am trying to piece together why that was. There is so much theater in my life and not enough ( Read more... )

I breathe in the light ( Read more... )

I got the part! I am so very excited about it. I'm a little bummed; my friend Jay auditioned for the father, but didn't get it. He and I would have made excellent acting partners. But it'll be okay. I'm so excited to be dancing again ( Read more... )

There isn't much to say as the term comes to a close. There are papers to write, a Spanish test on Tuesday, a portfolio due by Friday. Which is what I care most about right now. I feel like I'm pouring all of these pieces of myself into my portfolio. This is the first time ever that I have felt like I will be truly disappointed if I don't get an A ( Read more... )

Someone please explain why everyone I know seems to be dropping dead.

Always a fucking car.

I wrote this on my facebook, but I realized that I ought to put it here. It seemed like the place for it ( Read more... )

The one student whose opinion I respect most when it comes to writing, the one who sits next to me in Poetry class with his thick-rimmed-emo-artist burgundy-tinged glasses and thistle-wild hair told me this ( Read more... )

You words mean essentially nothing ( Read more... )

You know, you're supposed to love me. And I realize how broad that can be, I realize that perhaps that means nothing anymore, or maybe it means everything in a way I can't even comprehend. But when I'm the one asking when I can see you, when I'm the one making all of our plans, when you can't even manage to pick up the phone and tell me plans have ( Read more... )

I don't understand the way that the world is working as of right now. That is to say; how can things happen this way? How can I make any sense of this ( Read more... )