I kissed a boy, and I LIKED IT

Begot, beget, beset, beloved ( Read more... )

Ohmagad I kissed my best friend tonight
and by kissed, i mean smooched on for ever
and it was long overdue
and holy crap what in the world?!

Sometimes things are wonderful

Too many thoughts, too many obsessions. Not everyone is going to like you. You can't please everybody all of the time. You cannot control how others view you, only how you respond to them. I cannot control how others feel about me, only how I feel about it. Take deep breaths and approach life for what it is: a struggle. Accept and learn to ( Read more... )

Is it that nobody notices,
or nobody cares?

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I can see your true colors
shining through
and that's why
fuck you

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Good riddance, 2k9
if only 2k10 were better.

But
I guess there's always tomorrow.

And here's more of how I'm feeling, wordvomit style


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Sometimes I think maybe I can't do this anymore. It's a scary world out there and I'm afraid to go swimming in it because of all the hurt that lurks beneath the surface. Why aren't I thought about, why do I allow my worth to be defined by other people? I just yearn for acceptance and it's never there, ever ever, and I want you to love me like I ( Read more... )

Do you ever try not to feel the things that you feel but you feel them anyway?

I need to leave this town behind.

I need to fix these feelings of mine.

Will I ever be good enough?

I just painted a three-by-five rectangle sunshine-daffodil yellow and now I feel lightheaded from the fumes. At least tonight I createcreatecreated, and I felt proud of doing something and making something and getting a start on those god-awful CHRISTMAS GIFTS that I have to finish up in the next few days. The computer screen looks funny from my ( Read more... )

sometimes worry that I will lose who I am in all the cacophony of who I am not

no
ugh

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