Over the past week, I've spent about $800+ dollars on getting set up in the appartment. All of it was security deposits, application fees, helping out my buddy with rent, etc. And I've got to pay rent on July 1st. My parents also said that they wouldn't help me out any more than they have. The truth is that I have lost perspective and I thought ( Read more... )

I was right, for those of you who read the last post ( Read more... )

I feel as though everything that I go through has essence of the phenomenal in it. Everything is larger than life, expanded, grossly oversized. All the struggles are only getting harder, but on the other hand, I'm beginning to understand what the grown-ups meant when they said that they missed being young, but wouldn't trade it for where they ( Read more... )

I'm learning ( Read more... )

I find it fascinating (and infuriating) how misunderstood God is. He makes himself very well known in the bible. He makes it clear that he knows what he's up to, doesn't mess up, loves us immensely and can't stand it when people decide to pass judgement on others in the here and now. I think that it is a clear sign of how much the world has ( Read more... )

mmk ( Read more... )

I can't sleep...I've barely slept in three days.
I hope I can tonight.

Life is beautifully complex ( Read more... )

I'm in a unique place. I feel like this whole semester went by without me being able to sit and think about it. I haven't posted in so long. That's not because I didn't want to; it was because I didn't have anything to say because I couldn't face reality as it really is because I was too busy trying to stay afloat. At this rate, I'll figure out ( Read more... )

I am forgiven.

forgiven.