I'm in a mediocre mood right now.
Thats because I let little things bother me.
This is a quality I am not proud of.

Today is Father's Day.

This day seems pointless when you no longer have a father.

I can remember the last Father's day we spent together.

It sucks.

That memory is smothered with Cancer.

There are people in my life who give me comfort. When the going gets tough, as it invariably does, I can count on them for a shoulder to cry on - they will lift me up when I fall, they will hold me in their arms as I cry and tell me, "Everything’s going to be okay." I am so thankful for those people. They are priceless.

I <3 Robert Frost ( Read more... )

I have just arrived home after a rigorous battle at northerly Island. Me vs. The crowd of GodSmack. I won ...................by default ( Read more... )

I'm Lazy. This all happened within the last 2 weeks and I am absolutely repulsed by it. I think it's Laurie's fault for letting my life be absorbed by the T.V. show Veronica Mars. Basically my life has been, wake up at 6, teach till noon, take a nap, then go bartend till midnightish. I did, however find time to go to the Fray concert with ( Read more... )

My stomach is in knots.

Today is Tony's wake.
Tomorrow I will bury my friend.

But Tony you will be forever in my heart. RIP.

Message me if you are interested in Donating to the Heros Journey Against Cancer, a foundation founded by Tony Montague.

Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else... makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to ( Read more... )

Well, it happened. Only a matter of hours ago. I still can't believe it. I Love you Laurie with all my heart and know I am always there for you. (thats only because your the coolest ( Read more... )

I absolutely hate sleeping in. I woke up at 9:30 this morning and I feel outright drained. Sleeping in is just a waste of time. I didnt get anything done I wanted to this morning ( Read more... )