don't let me hold something so delicate, i'll shatter it with a word

&&this cant be stop. what a shame.. a shame of what i have done. it looks so lovely on the cold concerete floor.

let the words linger in the air and watch it fall apart. &this is proof that i tried my best. but i know that it wasnt my best effort. so look at me now. i still am ( Read more... )

i'm done. though with it ( Read more... )

i heart you as much as i possibly could. 
you are such a liar. 
the fingertips lure down my skin. again and again.
what do you feel now. an explosion or a tumbling fall.
racing backwards i could react what had happen.
whats done to stop this game. 
_______
everything changed so much in such little time amount of time. 
i wish that it would continue on, ( Read more... )

wow. its my birthday. yay.
happy birthday to me...
sweet 17. :]

so it has almost been a year now since i got my permit
and that means that i will have to have my drivers test soon.

any tips for me about the DMV test?
or how about some parking tips?

P.S. i'm getting a sugar glider soon. shhhh.. =]
and i'm bubbling with excitment inside

wow. i'm fucking lying my face off.

if you could really see how i feel.
i'm sad, disappointed, and effing scare for my life.
what's going to happen now?
all of this is too soon. if it was at the right time, it would be still be too soon.
how is it going to be now?
can you tell me something good? something that i would like to hear.

dont forget me. ( Read more... )

who is going to win the race?

fit the pieces together

its a big shocker..

well, you've dug this hole
come on and fill me up
when you said you loved me
i knew i was getting fucked
you said you'd never let go
all that stopped;
you used to turn me on, now we're just getting off
thats why i'm leaving you

I've made it through the day without going through your shit
I hate you standing next to her.

I think that I STOPPED caring.
does that bother you.

everything I had.
I given it to you.
fuck you and everything around you

send that message straight to your head

The moon hangs like the blade of an axe tonight ( Read more... )

News Flash.
I'm a bitch.

never knew that. but it turns out to be true.

i constantly weigh the pros and the cons
cant make up my mind
but the result had been said. straight to the point.
and it hurts.

i guess i'll move on.
but i'll just say one more thing.
maybe just maybe. i just wasnt ready to be in a relationship.

but the thing that makes me mad is ( Read more... )