i still feel like crap. i definitely shouldn't have.

I feel like crap. I shouldn't have.

Fall break ended yesterday. I love having the room to myself even though I like Mara. I just like being able to do whatever however I want to. I went to a house show the other night. Richmond's hipsters are so dirty. This band Netherfriends from Chicago played, they were great. It's been cold and rainy for a few days now but it's finally getting ( Read more... )

sam got 1st in 3 of his races last weekend, so we all went over sunday night and made vegan dinner with the exception of the cheese spread, haha. it was super good. mara made squash soup, it was so much better than i thought it would be. i made mashed potatoes and we had bread. then anya came over and made these amazing potatoes and vegetable ( Read more... )

i have noticed that i have repressed a lot of memories involuntarily. i dont think about much from my past anymore but it pops up randomly sometimes and i get really into it and lose all focus. like ill be sitting in class and one thing will trigger another and before i know it, im remembering so much that i havent thought about in so long

I'm sorry that I never got into bikes while we were together or while I lived in Buffalo. I ride here way more. I guess I just never really had the time and I was too stupid to see the good in it because driving was just so much more efficient. I'm even trying to buy a bike here. My mom's selling my car and I don't even know if I want her to buy me ( Read more... )

in my dream last night, you called me to finally talk things through and i have never been more excited to hear your voice. in the dream it sounded just like you but i can't remember what it sounds like now that im awake but i wish i did. you invited me to see your new side project band and i loved it. i was so proud of you and stroked your hair. i ( Read more... )

i think the reason i dont ever stay depressed here or ever really get in a bad mood is the fact that i dont have 18 years of baggage following me around everywhere. im so ready to live here for real.

i have no idea how to even go about getting into a relationship with someone new.

im having a really hard time concentrating. i feel bad for ragging on miranda for the same thing because now im losing concentration. she chooses to do other things besides sleeping at night though while i have trouble sleeping almost every night no matter what i did during the day or what time i go to bed or where i am or anything. its so ( Read more... )