away we go was rough. made me want so much and made me feel so much. unfixable things.

yesterday was a very successful friday night. naptime in my room was great. pandaveg was awesome. i still dont think i could be vegetarian but i pretty much am already but im not. we all ended up on some guys roof and there were back massages and battle horns and swords and me and curt saw a shooting star. sams was fun. hes like joe in so many ways ( Read more... )

apathy apathy apathy apathy!!! i hate when i let it go. i need it. fuckkdsnfjdsbg. i need to go back to rva and just get back into things, its so much easier to forget and not to care. so much easier. theres nothing for me here in buffalo, nothing at all. in richmond i didnt even have to tell anyone about my life here and my past but i did and i ( Read more... )

stable minded must also mean close minded.

I keep thinking that I'm still at dance summer camp so I only have like a short amount of time to get what I need out of classes and improve, but I have 4 years. I eat too much and then I'm like why am I eating so much, I need to improve. And then I realize that I did this at home too. My eating habits would change all the time. It's only been 3 ( Read more... )

i rode saunders' bike to carytown with hannah and mara and it sucked but it was good. i hated how slow hannah was riding at first but on the way home i didnt even keep pace with her. the last time i rode i think was summer 2008 with joe. so thats why it sucked because of the reminders but it felt great. i kind of wish i had a bike down here but i ( Read more... )

i've already been asked to be in a sophmore's piece and a senior's piece and i'm auditioning for a junior's piece on sunday so i've got 3 possible pieces this year. i'm so excited and so glad i came here. i really love it here.

so im feeling really homesick today and im starting to really regret coming here. like it would be great to be able to come home whenever i want but i cant afford that. i was in the past looking so forward to getting out and starting fresh but i think that was my mindset then because i had nothing to look forward to in buffalo because everytghing ( Read more... )

this morning i moved into my dorm. xiayang was here, her english name is feely. okay. the room is big. we're gonna rearrange it so that we don't have bunk beds because i really dont want to be on the top, its just such a hassle. lizzy came down while i was unpacking so we went to shafer with marsh to get breakfast. we invited this kid sam to sit ( Read more... )

so i move in tomorrow. im nervous but im not. like im so excited to move on with my life and everything and i dont want to puss out like marcy did. i am not going to do that. but im so nervous about starting fresh especially since things have been going so well lately. i dont want to jinx the one thing by talking about and its only been a week and ( Read more... )