I think I'm going to be deeply melancholy when Flypeople ends. Had a 5 hour dress-rehearsal tonight, but I wanted to stay forever. Who knows why. I'm not even that good, and I'm not close friends with many people in the group anymore. Maybe it's fear/sorrow of graduating manifesting itself on a smaller scale? But I don't think so... Maybe it's ( Read more... )

I think this will be my last post here. I haven't written in a while, and that's a good thing. But I am very angry right now, and I don't really want to "talk" about it ( Read more... )

soooooo. I've written a couple more things that this computer's eaten. Don't quite remember what they were, but I'm sure you all missed out on some pretty interesting and insightful comments ( Read more... )

Well the bad news is that I spent about 14 hours driving and about $60 on gas just to end a relationship this weekend.

But I guess the good news is that I no longer need to fret over my dubious ability to remain faithful over time and distance.

It's such a heartbreaking feeling, whilst sitting rolling play-dough with Ben, to have one of the teacher's aids come up and tell me "this class is pretty small today; you can leave if you want." Leave if I want?? Of course I don't want to leave!-- I'm in love with this boy, and our hours together are significantly numbered already. A favorite ( Read more... )

I actually wrote something a few days ago that the computer gobbled up. But I rarely find myself worth repeating, so this will be something else entirely. Or nearly.

The following is a very shortened and paraphrased (and probably inaccurate) version of an explanation B gave me last night:

"I have this obscure idea about rotating ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about a line from Sex and the City that I hesitate to transcribe here lest I become one of those "girls who quote Sex and the City." But the idea would be the same despite it's origin, so oh well.
We don't really have anything in common but each other.And in my case, green tea and newspaper number puzzles as well. But still. I ( Read more... )

The most frustrating part of this current situation isn't even the situation itself, but rather my fettered ability to respond as I usually would. That is, I'm really longing to be petty and passive aggressive, but there simply isn't enough time. And without my passive aggressive powers, I really don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

An old lady who lived down the street from me just died a few days ago. I didn't know her, though my mom was familiar from city and neighborhood planning meetings. Norma Gallagher. After her death I learned that she co-founded the Family Resource Center that I work in 4 days a week. California Congress-peoples have been calling me to find out ( Read more... )

Weekend over. I'm left with a sunburn and an obscure feeling of 'hmmmm.'
I think the question to focus on is how have I changed over the past 3 years, and to less concern myself over how others have (or have not) changed ( Read more... )