Well I know nobody cares about my goldfish except maybe one person who isn't around to support me in this time of need, but Bullwinkle is still alive. And I care. I love that little guy. Sometimes he seriously looks like he's going to croak, but other times he seems fine. So I don't know...I guess it's a day by day thing ( Read more... )

I think my Bullwinkle fish is sick. I noticed tonight that he has some black spots on his back and the tips of his fins are kind of black. He's been acting a little bit weird lately, but not as weird as Judy was before she croaked so I didn't think much of it. But I cleaned out his tank tonight and took a good look at him, and I started to get ( Read more... )

Today was interesting ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Everything that I was so worried about is coming together quite nicely, and I'm not worried about when it's all going to fall to pieces again. Because right now, I'm just happy with it. All of it. And right now is all that matters ( Read more... )

I wish I had something profound to say. Some sort of philosophical musing that would make me seem captivating or thought-provoking. But I don't. So I won't even try to pretend ( Read more... )

Rocky isn't feeling good today. He looks really tired and sick.


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I re-read that last entry I made, and I realized parts of it make no sense. Sometimes I think I'm not quite as tragic as I'd like to be. My combinations of optimism, fatalism, and longing sometimes mix to a messy concoction of bitter hatred. But that's not me. I realized it today when I was talking to an old friend of mine, and he reminded me ( Read more... )

I think whatever funk I was in is finally wearing off. I don't know if it's for the right reasons, but at this point, I really don't care. I've given myself something new to look forward to, and it seems to do a good job of making me forget about what was eating away at me. So regardless of whether it's right or wrong, I don't care. It's an ( Read more... )

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One of these days, I'll actually be able to post an entry about how I really feel without writing the whole thing and then deleting it at the very last second.