So today I have totally been a debbie downer wtf?! I dont know what is wrong with me today. I think I just had a bad case of the mondays... With my countdown on the why I am questioning some friendships during the school year. Ive made many new friends, but I wonder how many of them are just fair weathered ones? Im going to miss my crazy summer ( Read more... )

Oh Le sigh Its August meaning school starts again. Its a little bittersweet friendships were made friendships were lost. Ive become closer to many people and also drifted away. In about a month I will be the big 22 ew... Ive had a lot of fun this summer and it went by quite fast. I really dont know where it went lol. I saw El Cantante last night ( Read more... )

So a wise person taught me to be myself and not to try to be someone else or try to look like them. That I wont feel good about myself until I am  myself... Hmm some food for thought

I really hate complaining but I have been doing it a lot lately? I guess Ive been worried about the future... (Thats pretty ghey) Im just wondering if I am heading on the right direction in life. Going to FAU next semester should be a good transition for me. I will be able to hang out with my frat brothers more. Thats always a plus. I feel my life ( Read more... )

So in this war I call "life" I seem not to get any footing. Why is it when something good is in front of my eyes it seems so out of reach? Am I suppose to work harder to earn this prize or is it just something nice to look at? This is just one of the many battles I face. My mother is the General of this bullet flying dilema! Argument after argument ( Read more... )

So wtf? What the hell is wrong with people. Seriously next time a chick I masterbate to wants to go G.I. Jane I will eat!!!! So I went to FAU yesterday to set up auditions with the music program there. Im not going to lie I am a little nervous. But I think I am getting sick so I am going to lay down and finish watching Sister Act!

So its been a very long time since I have written on here. Myspace/Facebook has become my new addiction. Yet, as I wallow in the hopes that I will get an important message not, reading another damn survey someone wrote. Ive been busy with my fraternity, work, school and trying to balance being sane all at the same time. I was reading some of my ( Read more... )

Ive understood many things in life. There some I will never understand maybe me trying to figure it out is my downfall but we are creatures and we need to know. I just got to keep treading thru hopefully I will get out of the mud.

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I guess I have a problem of overthing and over anaylizing everything I mean everything I can wear a shirt and be like oh no what happens if someone is wearing this shirt or it gets dirty.... I cant walk around with a dirty shirt take a jacket. Or I can be walking down school and wonder if people are thinkg bad about me or is my hair ugly and what ( Read more... )