its been a good summer. maybe not the best, but i still enjoyed it. summer is finally over, and something great is about to begin. its hard to believe how things happen. how so much can change in such a short time. as i look back on the last few months, im not ashamed one bit. i learned alot of lessons at a very high price, but that is out of my ( Read more... )

i dont know whats goin down in M-town these days, but there is alot of cop activity. its like everytime i turn around there is another cop. yep the popo is definately crackin down during these crazy times. like last night i saw 5 different cars getting pulled over. and all i did was go to KSU. plus the anxiety of being the DD with a car full of " ( Read more... )

so i got my wisdom teeth yanked today...yeah and so much fun. i havent really done anything all day but now i have an excuse. but as soon as i get my strength back, im gonna hit the gym hard and get back into my routine. but right now im on some pretty heavy pain killers (so im pretty out of it) seeing as i was awake when my wisdom teeth were ( Read more... )

i just got news of something that will affect me for a long time. nothing is exactly offical yet, but things are set in motion. in the last 24 hours or so things have been coming at me pretty fast. like it is really hard to picture how everything is going to be in another 3 months. cause i believe things will be really different in another 6 months ( Read more... )

before i used to speak of how i believed that i was ok, but then decided maybe i wasnt just cause things seemed to not go my way. its like i am my own worst enemy, but realizing that is a step in a way to actually getting somewhere. things are starting to take a turn for the better. i dont believe i am ok anymore... i know that i am

ever just feel like things are behind you? cause it actually never matters. just cause you get dealt a shit hand doesnt mean you leave the table. there is always a a better hand, and you can only play your cards to the best of your ability. ive had my fair share of shity hands, but its not the end of the world ( Read more... )

its actually not that surprizing thinking back on it, but my sister is the only person i can be completely comfortable around and honest with. like she doesnt judge me. she doesnt disrespect me. she really listens to me when i talk. i talked to her this evening about alot of things. tomorrow is a big day...

it seems like the only time i find time to update this its usually between the hours of 1am and 3am. ive kind of noticed this pattern over the summer. ive had constantly recurring cycle of periods of joy then depression. like sometimes things will be perfectly fine or better, but then something happens and its like im in yet another depression that ( Read more... )

so parents being out of town isnt always what it is cracked up to be. i have to water the plants, take care of the dog, pick around the house, and get my brother around. it actually kind of sucks to be perfectly honest.

Simple words we never knew ( Read more... )