Futha, by Heilung

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I have been superbly busy to the point where I've made myself sick...again.  This time I had a high fever with no other symptoms but I'm left drained and exhausted today.

Stress is a killer, no doubt.  I have had so many old people die, it's unreal.  My occupancy is at an all time low.  Things are definitely changing and thankfully, my boss ( Read more... )

It's Monday and this week is gearing up to be bullshit because I work for a corporation, but I had a good day.  I had a meeting with a care coordinator who is legitimately one of the hottest guys I have ever met in my life and I get kinda goofy around him.  I'm definitely older than he is, but sometimes, it's just nice to be around pretty boys who ( Read more... )

I have been sick for a month.  It sucks.  I got the full blown snot nose on Monday and I'm still all stuffed up and miserable.  I haven't been able to go to the gym or do much of anything except drag my sad ass to work and sneeze all over everyone.

Each day this week I have brought my gym clothes to work as if I'm going to go after.  Nope.

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I love getting food delivered.  It's probably one of the laziest things I luxuriate in from time to time.  I don't make a habit of it because it's not very healthy and... it's probably the MOST disconnected a being can be from his/her food source.  It's no wonder Americans are so fat and miserable.  Think about it.

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I have had a rough winter.  It's been better than many who have had family crisis or death so I can't fully complain.

I'm still employed.  All my interviews over the past few weeks have not really been a good fit for me for one reason or another.  I think if I leave this job, I need to leave this industry entirely and the universe continues to ( Read more... )

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The universe keeps sending me signs that a change is in order.  I feel like that scene in Office Space when Peter tells the hypnotist that every day is worse than the day before it, so every day is the worst day of his life.

I have those moments where I'm like, "But if I stay where I am, things will surely get better eventually.  We can only go up ( Read more... )

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Saying that this week was insane doesn't do it justice.  All I can say about it is that I have earned my money and I'll be rolling in it at the end of March.

I have a new regional director.  Right off the bat I thought she was a bulldozer.  Her methods are outdated and don't really work for my niche building.  So, we'll see.  My boss doesn't ( Read more... )

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My boss prepared me last Friday (on my birthday) for a supposed smack down from the new regional director of operations that was supposed to take place on Tuesday.  I lost sleep over it...  I was internally freaking.  I had heard that she told all the other sales counselors to find new jobs.  My building isn't as full as it has been.  My team is ( Read more... )