I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and the past is the main subject. My past is something I have always hidden deep inside because it's easier to barry it then open it up. I have many secretes and hid many things. But I started thinking about two days ago why am I doing this to myself? WHy do I bury all my emotions and keep them bottled. ( Read more... )

All my life I have been a very spastic person, weather it be with my tattoo or piercing, or all the other crazy shit I do. Well for the first time I can honestly say I a proud of myself. I have on very short notice decided to go to college to get a degree rather then the general classes. I got accepted to Brown Mackie College in the LPN program. ( Read more... )

Stress is killing me the lack of smoking is killing me and oh yeah, life in general sucks. I feel like I am being pulled in five different directions at once and everyone wants a decision but I can't give them one. I want to be me, ya know the free spirited me. I have grown into a numb bitch again. Not many know the thoughts and feelings going ( Read more... )

SO my birthday was fucking AMAZING to say the least! All the important people came. Started out with midnight Amy calling and screaming HAPPY BIRTHDAY lol from then on I was pumped. The day was kickass went to dinner with Taz and he bought me a tongue ring with my birth stone on it. haha wea re so iced out we got bling bling in our mouths bitches! ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, this year I think it my strong year. So my grandma got the news she has 6-8 months left to live.... I can't handle that. My grandma has always been there for me no matter what choices I have made. She is the one that keeps the family in line and it's her strong love that makes us all see what we can become. My grandpa will be totally ( Read more... )

To Taz's mom took us to dinner for my birthday last night. It was funny when I got there Taz wasn't there yet and Donnie found me to come to the table. When I got there they were talking about sex I started laughing because omg they were talking about sex and Wyanetta was like oh we are embarrassing her. The Breanda (Taz's mom) was like oh don't ( Read more... )

I love the stupidity of others. Do people really think I won't turn on them? Ha ha. I mean these morons that insist on giving me amo to tear their lives apart. Do you think your goin to fuck me and get away with it? come on people

So I got it fixed yesterday for the most part now all I need is the sun colored. In all seriousness this killed. I was fine for the first hour and 45 min but wow the waves are what killed me. There are four colors overlapping eachother. Imagine cutting yourself then about five seconds after it begins to heal taking a nail over top of it over and ( Read more... )

Work is blowing right now so yeah imma write. Yesterday we had the whole halloween thing at my grandma's. Taz is amazing with Katelyn. They are so cute together she follows him like a lost puppy. I am starting to think he is only with me for her now lol jp. Things are still amazing. So after long long thought I am finally decided what to do about ( Read more... )