woah my nightmares are realistic.

you all need to stop haunting my dreams, doing things just enough out of character to make them eerie.

... or maybe i need to stop drinking coffee before i crash...
well, that, and the crack.
i need to cut out the crack.

oh, i was joking!
... but about what, they wonder...

... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

this is ridiculous. get out of my head. you have me relating to enrique iglesias, and i think i'm going absolutely crazy.

i get it. i won't understand why. fine. but leave me alone, for the love of god...

oh goodness :) talking out and resolving like that - tres facile. :) as well as infinitely satisfying and amusing ( Read more... )

i'm ... well, kids, i'm coming home in august a little different than when i left in june. the majority, i believe, i'll attribute to the music ( Read more... )

... so... you might want what you were 100% certain was too hard to have, yet not having it made it 100% more wantable, thus, harder to *not* have, in which case, the wanting might override the trouble of having it, yet having it makes you want it even more when it's there and yet not at the same time, and in the process of having it, makes you ( Read more... )

so. advice. comforting. ice-creaming. lots of it. [thanks, all - entirely sincerely with no hint of melancholy or hysteria ( Read more... )

i think i'm panicking. i haven't been able to breathe right for the past month. school is amazing, bass is stellar, and my sneakers have yet to fall apart on me, but... now that we've broached this topic - which i thought we had settled... now i'm falling apart. forget my sneakers. i'm on high alert. and i haven't heard from you in over two hours ( Read more... )

i miss you.

i've always felt that it's beneficial *not* to be a prodigy. to be able to grow up as normally as possible (ha!) and live... reach out and spread your mind in a thousand different directions ( Read more... )

dear god ( Read more... )