What do you do when all of your friends bail on you because they have boyfriends and girlfriends? You sit in your room and cry. What do you do when one of your friends treats you like garbage and tells you that you basically suck at life and that everyone thinks your some insane girl who is so lonely that she is miserable? You sit ing your room and ( Read more... )

Happy Ending ( Read more... )

After a brief, stupid converstation about nothing with Matt ( Read more... )

Sooo cold. I have always thought that I was the one girl who proved all the nice guys wrong...but I too...am attracted to assholes. The more people treat me like garbage the more I think...in the back of my mind...boy, they must really like me if they are treating me like this. Well today...I'm gonna take a bit of my own advice...I'm gonna start ( Read more... )

What have I been doing one might ask...NOTHING...I have been doing absolutely nothing...It's sick really to think that I'm beginning to realize that I hate my life...I'm not a fan of how its going...I'm horribly lonely and lately have been thinking about how I'm going to make my life better next semester...how I have plans on not spending all those ( Read more... )

It seems ironic to me that every emotion, thought and feeling that I am having right now...are the same as the ones I made someone else feel for almost an entire year. I'm beginning to wonder what my problem is. I'm beginning to realize that just because things arent working out right now, doesnt mean that they wont work out later on down the road ( Read more... )

I've done a lot of thinking lately and I've come to decide that I hate the way things are right now. I cant make a decsion to save my life nor do I feel like I have much control. This semester at school has proven to be one of the roughest times in my life. I dont want anyone to feel sorry for me...I just want to vent ( Read more... )

I honestly have no idea what the hell to say anymore...I dont know what is right and what is wrong...I dont feel like I have any control over anything...and I sure as hell dont know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Alright so basically I'm not exactly sure where "Cajun Boi" gets off telling me all this...pointing out the obvious. I know I have a shitty attitute, I've been told so my whole life...Why else would I have gotten kicked off my highschool softball team??? shitty attitude...thats right. I just dont get it. If you "miss our friendship" why you wouldn' ( Read more... )

I guess its been sometime since I've last written...and a lot has happened ( Read more... )