oh how i wish you take a look and see
this fire burning inside of me
for when i set myself ablaze
i did it hoping you would wrap your arms around my flames
saving me from self destruction
hopefully exstinguishing all the pain
so that my heart could be
put back together ever so gently
and we both could be free
to love eachother perfectly.
but now you've ( Read more... )

i went to an open mic last night to watch my cousin perform. they video taped him and it was really cool, it will be up on songpull.com and thats awesome. what really made the night was the fact I WENT UP AND PERFORMED MY VERY OWN WRITTEN SONG AND IT WAS AMAZING! i'm gonna be up there with a video within a month, and i'm super excited about it all ( Read more... )

i'm having the hardest time with this. i just want it to fade away.. i need to find the light in this tunnel. i feel trapped in the dark, no way to see where i'm going and or if i'm headed in the right way :(:(:(:( i keep dreaming about him, and i wake up with anxiety because i'm not near him and i don't know what he's doing. Does this mean i need ( Read more... )

I think it's all over, i don't feel the connection anymore. Something's not right. I don't like it ( Read more... )

It's been so long since i've written in here, i've completely forgotten how to do it. hah. Well i've been living in florida since April 2008. Almost 1 year.  Insanity, mostly. Got my own place, 2 dogs.. living alright. But it's so much harder when you don't have the friends you've grown up around. I miss my family above all. I found out who my TRUE ( Read more... )

my life has been turned upside and all around, again. I just hope everything works out for the better. I love him more than anything in this world.. and all I want is to be with him. I hope to god that it works out okay ( Read more... )

So... i'm probably moving to florida. =0o! I'm more than positive this is going to quite an adventure. I've only known this kid for a year, dated him for like a month or two.. and now i'm going to florida with him. To live. HAH. I'm so fucking insane, and I love it. I'm a little scared, don't really know what ta-do. I almost fucked all that up this ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I can never have happiness without it fucking up completely. When is it going to be my turn? When can I just be really happy? Why can't I just have what I want, and just live my life. Just when I'm starting to get really happy with something.. it fucks up for me. I hate this, I hate you, and above all I hate me. And love. Fuck it

It's funny how life turns out sometimes. Things come to an end, new things spring about and old habits die out and new ones form.

Realizing who is going to be there for you in life is very important, surround yourself with these people. You will never lose. I did not do this, and I'm starting to see who my real friends are. It's sad, but ( Read more... )

well school started! that's pretty exciting! I like all my classes so far, and all my teachers are really nice. I'm still getting use to the new schedule and work. It's a little hard, and I might need to quit my job because I need to do homework and the days where I should be getting it done, I'm not because of work. So I don't know where thats ( Read more... )