things are...
lets say...
interesting.
I found out some new information today, made me smile.
I wonder if it bothers people to know i know stuff.. that i shouldn't.
I'm starting to enjoy life again, it's nice.

well since i dont know what the fuck is going on anymore.. i think i will just sleep the days away and not care.

i have a headache
i've been sleeping through the days and staying up all night lately
bad habitschool's coming soon, i'm nervous and anxious ( Read more... )

so friday, i went and picked Daro up in maine with pearl, alex, and lisa. It was a damn good time, and there are some good pictures. Daro decided not tell Pat that she was coming into town early... even though we all knew it wasn't a good idea. BUTTTtttt it was a good time reguardless, because i got to see Daro and hang out with all the good peeps ( Read more... )

nothings changed... and i hate that. still so fucking in love with him, and i wish i wasn't anymore.. bc he clearly doesn't want me. fuck love, fuck memories, fuck all the promises, fuck everything.

shit still sucks... i hate all of this bullshit. I still miss him, and i hate it. I wish he would just come back, and we can be happy again.

love sucks

it's not getting any easier.. in fact, i think it's getting harder. Why does it have to be this way, why did i have to fall so hard for you and you just walked away. i miss you terribly, and it hurts.

:[

The week starts out on a strong note for you, and there will be no doubt that you will be feeling strong, confident, and lucky in the realm of love and romance. The only problem is that this confidence is extremely fleeting, and it won't be long until the clouds of doubt start to creep into your radar. Then, to add insult to injury, everyone around ( Read more... )

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha let me see you try and do what you say your gonna do.. you ridiculous child. Grow the fuck up and get over YOURSELF.

Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, ( Read more... )