So frank and I broke up again. He wants time to himself, he says he loves me and loves what we had, but doesn't like who I am and that's why he's so confused. I just hope this time apart gives him the space he needs, and he realizes he wants to be with me. Until then, I'm a wreck. It sucks so bad that the person you love doesn't want to be with you ( Read more... )

life sucks.. and then you die. so i'm just waiting to die.

someone please please please make me not crazy anymore, i'm fucking things up left and right and i just want it to stop.

today is my daddy's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU DADDY!

let's see ( Read more... )

i'm never drinking again! this has been the worst hangover i've ever had. I hate Tangergay now.

i don't feel very good. My stomach is upset and i just want it to stop. There is something wrong, and i can't put my finger on it and it's bothering the shit out of me. I just hope this is all in my mind and i'm just being paranoid, even though i don't think i am. I just need some kind of support system that i don't have. I'm always too busy ( Read more... )

i don't knowww
i'm bored with everything
i need spice in my life, something to change it up a bit.
something,anything

so all of you know, my birthday was December 29th 2005. I did not get one present from my family, my best friends, any friends.. or my boyfriend. So if you all think you are getting anything out of me, you better think again.

oh and ps] Fuck you all, you can suck my dick.

( turns out I can't live without him )