fear and loathing...what is it about these words that so many people can relate to them. is it their substitutability? we can carefully scrape the author out and put ourselves into them. that is certainly my singular opinion. sad that i can shell up in fear and loathing and can't do so with love. maybe that's why i never liked the beatles.

feelings ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention that I cannot cover the earth. That is actually the motto of a certain paint company. It's a problem of dimensionality--one of mine being too small. This I think will forever illicit tremors of fear as to my making a mistake in my path. As though there's some value function associated with a path along a hypersphere of ( Read more... )

The man is led blindfolded into the room. He, like everyone else in the room, is wearing a long red robe. His blindfold is pure white linen and guards flank him on either side. There is a crowd in the room, but it will be him, and not them, that endures the ordeal of the trial ( Read more... )

2)to get what you want
i ought to punish you
for thinking you could ever return
what i went through,
i am everything
they thought i was
and no more, but no less,
than what you'll find yourself,
defined by objects, but there's something inside you,
that i cannot abuse as i'm used to,
something that only you do,
like i was brought here
to admire only you ( Read more... )

A man of medium height wearing a tan suit stepped into a park. He remarked quickly a newfound serenity. It was late autumn, and the strength of the leaves’ fingers faded with their color. “I shall sit here a while and dawdle,” he thought to himself, “as today is a day less busy than others.”

His coat spread on the turf, the man sat down to the ( Read more... )

#1 ( Read more... )

I'm back and ready to play some frisbee ( Read more... )

         "He did not know that the new life would not be given him for nothing, that he would have to pay dearly for it, that it would cost him great striving, great suffering ( Read more... )

The various mindsets that the world’s communites have passed through are merely an expression of the other. Modes of thought must systematically alternate between subjectifying and objectifying the subscribers. The subjectifying is a product of a community in a homogenous state; meaning that civilizations with a more homogenous populations will be ( Read more... )

Faith to Dollar,

Then the awakening,

Visions of judgment,

Fracturing and pasting anew.

Look down,

From the very top.

We destroyed the problem,

As it became too much.

Here we lie,

On the Chasm’s dirty floor,

And I wonder,

“who will see

My sandcastle?”

To me-so real and pristine,

tangible enough to save,

When brought before the other-

Just a shadow in the cave.