corrie was telling me about her mom's friend whose house is filled with mickey and minnie things

so i respond... "well thats weird"

and

then i look around my room

realize my room is FILLED with disney stuff

and burst out laughing

because I am that person

shit.

another awesome dan savage quote ( Read more... )

so every once in a while, like once a week, maybe once every other week, my roommate with come home and not say a word to me all night. and she's doing it today, and she also did it yesterday come to think of it ( Read more... )

i googled jacob's name to see if i could find his myspace... cuz i do that.... and the Nipomo recent arrest records popped up, so i clicked on it. and he got a DUI 2 weeks ago. i then looked to see if he was on the court schedule, which is isnt, which means he has already be arraigned or it wont be for another 45 days... but he was probably ( Read more... )

this was a really bad idea. because before when i was alone, lonely, and missing him. at least it was my choice. now it feels like rejection and it hurts my heart even more then it did before.

the question is, how do i fix this?

so ( Read more... )

i am not sad anymore ( Read more... )

you know, i really do feel like i made the right decision ( Read more... )

partially just posting this for posterity ( Read more... )

i am really good at putting on a strong face. but i can feel myself missing him more and more. merh. i am having such a hard time focusing on this boring reading. i dont even know what to write.