I hate myself. Once again. I am like a sheep and i keep i ramming my head into a wall, my head hurts, and i go back and do it again. I am just a dumb sheep. Give me anything you. Fill me, i am empty anyway ( Read more... )

I hate living. Nothing is wrong, but does there have to be? No. I don't want to deal with life. I just want to sleep. But that only perpetuates the cycle of depression when everything falls on my head the next day. There is nine days till i go home. Nine too many. I want to be home now. I really can't take this anymore. The only way i can get ( Read more... )

I decided right now that i am going to use this journal. I am not sure how much or what i am going to say. I don't know if it is going to be just lyrics, ranting, or just inspiration. I will just see as my life progresses. I may never update again. But i think right now in my life i just need an outlet. And this is the medium i see most fit. So ( Read more... )