I wish I could see myself as others see me, then maybe I would feel a bit more... relevant? Worthy?

Deseo que podia desaparecer por mucho tiempo y regresar y todo el mundo podia extranarme a estar tan feliz para verme.

Pero siempre estoy aqui.

Y nadie me extrana.

How come I only realize the extent to which he loves me when I really upset him?

Really? That much?

Now I feel like shit.... again.

yeah right! if I had a dollar for every time I felt like a shitty girlfriend, I would be a god damned millionaire!

 Oh well, I never have to take English again for as long as I Iive! I am going to be another illiterate doctor! Whoo Hoo!!

Whoo hoo! No overdrafts today!

Diving this week for the Lake Mead clean up!!! WOOT!!!

EXCITED!

Who the fuck was crowned the king of English and gets to make up all the fucking rules!

I don't know what it is about marriage. I do want to get married but why? Jeff says it is just a piece of paper, but it is more than that. If you sign a piece of paper, that means you are so committed to each other and are so sure that you will never be apart that you will risk having to file papers, pay lots of money and losing assets if you get ( Read more... )

I feel like a poor, stupid, ugly bum

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I get anxious, I begin to think, oh no!... my life is over! What will I do?? Then I begin to remember... Fuck this shit. I have been here before. This is nothing, no matter how much those thoughts bombard my mind, I know that they are nothing. I can get through this.

13 on Tuesday!