So I took my Chem exam today to test out of Chem 103 and into 121 and I passed it! The cool part is that if I hadn't taught myself that stuff, I wouldn't have been able to do it! It kind of gives me some hope... it is still a little bit of progress and it was all based on myself working hard on it and teaching myself. It just makes me smile a ( Read more... )

I think it is chaos ( Read more... )

So yesterday was strange. First it pissed me off, I was at work and at the touchpool and it was crazy because no one was listening. I was sitting there and the guy right next to me put his hand around the shark and tried to lift it up out of the water. I stuck my hand in the water and pushed the shark out of his hand while I said "dude! what the ( Read more... )

I feel discouraged to write now after reading all my past posts. I spent last night reading post from back when I was with Chris and Married and working at Jack in The Box. WOW! I see myself back then as being so naive and angry and depressed. Wow, I forgot how upset I was with Allain, how hopeless and useless I felt. Wow. And how sad I felt. The ( Read more... )

Hello,

How have you been? my life has been really good and really bad so I guess it voids itself out.

So on the 27th of October I got diver certified! I am really excited. I went to Lake Mead and we dove on Sunday and Monday. I get to dive at work soon. I am just finishing up all the physical check up papers from the doctor so I can get squared ( Read more... )

"While I was sleeping last night, i got a call from Aaron and he told me that Jean had died (my mom's american mom) who had cancer. what BS. She lived a long life though. At least I can say that much. And they had her loaded up on pain pills so she wasnt in pain. but now my mom took the day off work (as if we had all the money in the world) and is ( Read more... )

I don't care anymore. I am not even sad.

"oh yeah I almost put "dont wanna miss a thing" on my profile the other day..." "why dont you??"

and when he doesn't I feel well obviously he doesn't care enough about me even though he says hes falling in love with me.

and if he doesn't text me or call me, I always end up calling or texting him... then I think, well if he really wanted to talk to me ( Read more... )

I remember the first two words the justice of the peace said that horrible January morning. I stood there in an office in downtown Las Vegas wearing jeans and a t-shirt next to my "fiance" and an old man in an electric wheelchair complete with oxygen tank and pack of cigarettes. Mary Eaton began... "marriage is..." and from then on, my mind goes ( Read more... )

today my aunt told my mom that she believes I can do anything... and she never has thought that about anyone... not even my cousins...