that which doesnt kill me ( Read more... )

this is by far the worst and most difficult situation I have ever gone through in my 19 years of being on this earth. I dont know how I am still sane right now.

So monday was a great day
-I find out that I wont be getting the $1000 they were going to give me for college... I payed for college on my credit card... I have a high interest rate.
-I have ( Read more... )

so there are some things I am ashamed about ( Read more... )

I feel ugly I feel like I am up against the most beautiful girls in the world ( Read more... )

the more I am aware of my feelings, the more I express them...the more I express my feelings, the more I am aware of them...

this is a bad thing... so if I say im "falling for him" i begin to fall for him more....
if I say that I dont think its going to work out, it begin to worry more.

Kim: hey guys... how do you spell marriage.
Keely: D-E-A-T-H

thats a Chinese movie and what the fuck do I know about Chinese things?

thats it!
my heart and my brain are getting a divorce...
on the grounds of irreconcilable differences.

i swear my heart has a  mind of its own... and it controls me.

i do not have the patience for this shit!

if i hear one thing today about 9/11, the twin towers, or any other peice of shit, im going to fucking kill someone.
GET. OVER. IT.