I have started a new journal due to things that have been happening. If you want to be added the name is void_of_reality, some people I have already added. This journal will only be up for the next week or so, or until everyone is added.

maybe I am just a self-centered bitch.

Well, I am not sure if anyone has heard about my good news yet, sometimes I feel as if I don't know as well....finally something good happening to me? (deep happy sigh ( Read more... )

I am so sick of having to "think" about my dreams, and the bullshit of future. I am eighteen and I don't know anything about anything...expecially the fucking future. I don't excel in anything, so I will become nothing.....so why not begin now? I have completely lost all ambition to do anything especially anything  art related. It is sad to say ( Read more... )

Wow, Friday was killer...killer fun and killer with my stomach acids making crazy contact with my best friend (Ashleys toilet). Ashley Parmen had a party on Friday night for Justin's (her bf) 21st birthday. I had way way way to much to drink, and only eating a salad the whole day really fucking kicked my ass ( Read more... )

I seem to be getting worse and worse at not updating...(but at least I am not addicted huh lisa? LOL) Yesterday I got my lip pierced, much fun! Now I am having trouble with saying anything with a L,P, or M....but it is so funny, I sound like a retard. My friend has my dig Cam, so when I get it back I will post my new flesh mutilating bodily ( Read more... )

Nothing to big has been happening, I have just been slacking about updating. Between failing school, seeing Chris, and working out, I never have any down time anymore...not that I am complaining. I stayed home sick from school today and came home early yesterday. Chris and I made duck cookies and they are so cute, if I had my digital with me I ( Read more... )

I think that it is kind of funny, the results of my poll....people would either do nothing to me, or fuck me when I am dead....it is kind of funny, but not. Nothing big has been going on except that Governers Show is tomorrow and I am so nervous, my dress/sculpture/film is completed and I couldn't be happier about it...(soon to have pictures of it ( Read more... )

Stefan called today, but I did not answer the phone. I just called him back (5 hours after he had called) but he was at work and I talked to his little brother Nathan, and it was all gravy. I got the low down on what has been going on with Stefan. It makes me sick to my stomach that deep inside me somewhere midst the broken shards of heart he left ( Read more... )