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i
dont care anymore.
often said right?
oh well. i really dont have much to say on here anymore. so this will probably be my last post.
this place sucks and i dont know how much longer i can keep sane.
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last night almost put me into tears
the pittsburgh penguins lost the stanley cup.
thats all im saying...
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i finally saw iron man
great, great movie.
thats all.
"wreck your life" -
this is what youve brought upon me
"ive been waiting here for hours in in this closet in your room. waiting to see the guy you left me for. i hope this is you, i cant take the anticipation anymore. ill continue to wait behind these doors... wait until i see what i never recieved before. my own little personal score."
"sweet dreams my love. these perfect white sheets will soon become ( Read more... ) -
this past weekend started out terribly
thursday night i get a text from a dear friend of mine from back home. it was his suicide note to everyone. he texted everyone this same text telling us how he loved us and there was nothing we could do to stop. i immediately called him and he picked up as he was getting in the car to go to the hospital and get his stomach pumped. he took 34 mg of ( Read more... ) -
faith will only lead you astray...
i just woke up about a half an hour ago. kitty and i looked at eachother and decided it was time to get out of bed. she goes to bed with me and doesnt get out of bed til i do now. i had an awkward dream. it had an ex of mine. not saying who, you all know how i love to kepp you thinking. im silly like that. though, no one really reads this. if they ( Read more... ) -
there is a place in hell for me and my friends
this was the last week of classes. ive been writing papers and wanting to kill myself all week ( Read more... ) -
if it were up to me
i would put a bullet in a lot of people. by people i mean the horrible fucks that i once called friends. people that have stabbed me in the back after i trusted them. people that ive slept with. people that got others to turn their backs on me for no reason ( Read more... ) -
i dont feel like im living
that may sound odd but i dont. i feel like im just kind of here, but arent we all? i feel like those scenes in the movies where everything is moving at the speed of light but the main character is just standing there while everything around that person is too fast to stop ( Read more... ) -
hearing your name today
evoked this emotion of missing you. i dont know why, maybe it was because i knew you wouldnt too far from my reach at that moment in time. but getting that one second glimpse of you made me think about how ill always love you. i dont like seeing that typed because it shouldnt be said. we were once close... great turn out. now im just bitter. that ( Read more... )