yesterday kira, mike, and myself were sitting in the living room watching tv and all of a sudden theres a knock at the door. kira went to see who it was and she said it was someone we didnt know. so mike and i look out the window and saw what we thought were jehovahs witnesses and refused to answer it. they left a piece of paper in the door and ( Read more... )

good ol gc.

today was a good and bad day.

filled out some applications around the area.

ugh.... it feels like someone is repeatedly bashing my head in with a mallot.
awesome.

i miss someone and i have no idea why because ive lost any emotion towards them in the past few months. i dont know...

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the song you once gave the dishonor of branding it our own came on the radio. she tried to keep it on the radio but i refused to let it resurrect a time that i sometimes wish never took place. i sometimes think about those moments that once brought us to near tears because of the beauty within them. and i look back and see them for their full ( Read more... )

i know we had an amazing time. we were happy and thought we were in love. we eventually both grew miserable. things changed and one of the reasons they changed was because i was unable to stay faithful to you. we both fucked up but my insecurities grew more after i did what i did. by "i did what i did" i mean something you never knew about. my ( Read more... )

soo ( Read more... )

hmmm. i forgot to mention yesterday that i didnt go home for xmas. tons of problems came about so i said fuck it and stayed home ( Read more... )

i started school yesterday. wooooo ( Read more... )

still no job. and to be honest... i stopped looking after the animal jungle interview. its pathetic, i know. i beat myself up every night because i suck so much i cant get a job. but whatever man ( Read more... )

im not saying that in referance to the nightmare of you song... im serious. i dont have much to talk about. i got accepted into tcc and now i have to call them for a whole bunch of things. i also have to go to nelson's pizza today to fill out an application, and call hollywood video. but first i have to shower ( Read more... )