friday... i worked. i finally decided to go through with telling vicky not to call me until she knew what the hell she wanted. well get back to that ( Read more... )

i dont know. im out of it. prom is back on. im going crazy. no sleep. ughhh. im going to go over think and make my self more insane.

no more prom.

lots of confusion.
lots of things.

basically, as far as i know, there isnt a future with vicky until she tells me other wise.

ive tried my hardest to do anything i can but its obviously not working and now im leaving this all in her hands.

if she doesnt want to be with me, fine.
i just hope thats not the case.

i just want

i love going to green run ( Read more... )

its the ultimate ( Read more... )

got my license.

today was a decent day. spring break started, got my license, hung out with sam, dbo, daver, steve, and just drove around.

i had a good time.

im glad i finally have my license.

i cant even see these words ( Read more... )

today... was probably one of the greatest days ive had in years. the only thing it involved was vicky. we hung out at her house adn watched high fidelity and listened to music. we havent seen eachother in about a month or so and it gave me butterflies. yea you fucks, butterflies. i had a constant smile on my face all day. we didnt even really leave ( Read more... )

this misery loves me?

have been fucking hell for me ( Read more... )