so saturday, i cried. thats right, i fucking cried. i havent in months. and only one person really knows why and ill fucking tell you. i thought i lost my best friend and i realized how fucking disgusted i am with myself. so if you hear i cried saturday because i 'got my best bros sloppy seconds' or any other bullshit along those lines, fuck ( Read more... )

im never drinking again. last night was, lets say, eventful. i made my best friend deck me in the jaw and now i can hardly open my mouth. i truly deserved it. im not going into detail what happened at all but yea, fuck the bullshit. im only talking to a few people now. im going back into seclusion and just doing nothing but work, school, and hang ( Read more... )

im going crazy.
i havent talked to vicky since 6 this morning which is right before she left for florida.

and i havent talked to her all day and i dont like shes down there with her ex boyfriend. it makes me want to rip of whats left of my hair out.

fuck my trust issues and insecurities.

i hate myself and vickys ex boyfriend rob and her niceness

i got my first paycheck. neat ( Read more... )

fuck government

school today, going in late because i already passed my english SOL.
school tomorrow.
school thursday, then dave and i are getting my lady and her friend, hanging out with them.
friday... school then work.
saturday... work.
sunday...gym.

i lead such an eventful life.

if that were true then god exists.

i want, no i need a car. that way i wont work just on weekends.

i like vicky a lot. i hate her ex boyfriend, that dude needs to stop being such a pussy.

i stayed home today, im sick.

i miss ohiovania. i miss my brothers. i miss my family. ugh...

they werent too bad, kind of stressful on the second day but i can deal with it ( Read more... )

friday- kirks before work then work 4 to close. after that staying at kirks ( Read more... )

im waiting here patiently ( Read more... )