so, identity crisis, majorly. what keeps making me think that i'm so boring? i have friends...they don't really call anymore, but lately i've just been like "so what?" i don't have a boyfriend, noones really interested in being my boyfriend, but lately i've just been like "so what?" you know what? the problem is that i hate words. i don't ( Read more... )

I BELIEVE THAT ( Read more... )

i pierced my ears

i got an 108 on my first calc test

i'm actually completely awake for the first time in a month

i found myself a boy

things are good...

The object of the game is to stump the person writing the journal ( Read more... )

since i feel the need to vent and all i'm going to list a whole bunch of randomness ( Read more... )

this is the part where she says goodbye to her loves, her friends, her dysfunctional ryan's family, her parents, her brothers, rhode island, to all of new england for that matter. the part where she says goodbye to what feels like everything she ever knew. and she wonders if it will ever be the same, if she can ever be as happy as she is right now

( because everybody else is doing it )

My arms are just tired. I had the longest day yesterday. Ryan's 8-12, Smith's Castle docenting 12-4, Smith's castle serving fancy hors'deovres or however the hell you spell it 4-8, and then amanda's. I don't think I've ever sweat so much in my entire life. i could feel buckets of sweat dripping off my face, perhaps it was the 8 layers of ( Read more... )

THINGS THAT UPSET ME ( Read more... )

i only slept for about 3 hours. i have to work at 8 so theres really no point in going back to sleep now. i couldn't sleep because i was thinking about my schedule for next year, cause a class i had planned on taking once i was sure about my ap calc score is closed now. so after a nearly sleepless 8 hours i got up at 4 am to redo my schedule. i ( Read more... )