royal blood. i normally refrain from harming my victims, but if the chance arises to spill the blood of a noble, then i can't resist. so lucky they were to have been born into it.

never really understood self sabotage but i guess that's the whole point of it. seeing as my friends lie to me, i guess its ok if i lie to myself too.

somehow i'm looking out for myself though it might not seem clear now

a day like today would bring anyone down. out of bed late and asleep again within hours. dreams of you becoming more frequent. wanting to spend as much time in those dreams as i can. picking apart my past and wondering where i went wrong. i miss her so much. i tell my friends and they tell me that i don't. that i'll get over it. where's the ( Read more... )

defeated

finally thought you found someone i could talk to. we'll talk about it tomorrow i guess. revealing ones inner most secrets and feelings yet only when they want to hear it i guess. too tired to care i guess ( Read more... )

i feel i'm one of the last few people i know that still post on livejournal. it makes me sad that i can't check my friends tab and scroll back over the last few weeks and find a friend venting and confessing to themselves about the events that make up their life. all i find now are film stills from the only online community i've ever belonged to ( Read more... )

fuck yeah old entries make me feel so stable. what you gonna do when the novelty is gone?

doesn't seem like anyone uses this anymore. its a shame. here's a short story ( Read more... )

today was kind of odd. am i grieving in my own way? just thinking of myself most likely. the worst feeling is feeling nothing at all ( Read more... )

waiting around for things to happen without any plans for the future. their plans are now your plans. adopt their ideas. make a place for yourself.