sucker no more?

a tip for yourself for a happy summer
get over it
i counted her saying "i'm over it" fourteen times in our conversation
i must have said "i don't know" twenty maybe more
if i could have anything in the world right now it would be
more time for more hobbies

i found myself wishing i was going to summer school today. i have one day left this semester and then three almost four months a nothing to do. i'm sad its ending this first year has been incredible. i get so emotional when school ends for summer. fucking hate goodbyes. besides, a few classes to keep me busy over summer would have been a wise ( Read more... )

5 girls in 3 blocks. this city is shrinking. i got this one on the brain and i'm doing my best to be a "dude" about it all and ignore but i can't help it. i was in a cold sweat before class. heart rate rapid with increased breathing. i'm glad she didn't catch me in that state. if i told her how my stomach launched into my face when i thought ( Read more... )

its more intricate and complicated then i could imagine.
a favor here and a favor there and all of a sudden i feel like a new person.

you kind of make me just want to chew on my own flesh for the rest of eternity

a long day of what seemed to start off badly and get worse and worse and then better at the end. i made things work. focusing on the negative these days isn't going to make anything better. i wish i had something to tell her that would make her feel better ( Read more... )

just when i think a day can't get any worse ( Read more... )

why do i feel so scary today?

lost staring in the mirror. just like in goosebumps


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impressing others ( Read more... )