I didn't go to school today.
I broke that promise to Cory.
Fuck my life, mom found out.
No car. (bank only)
No company.
No cell phone.
GROUNDED.

I am fed up with my fucking self and everything else ( Read more... )

Today sucked ass ( Read more... )

I SO got detention with Bolton today. I go Wednesday! sweet.

NOT!

I think I should go to school more often.
No.
Wait, I DO!

Seriously, it's bad when I know I can make it but I just don't want to try. I'm fucking stupid. It's grand.

DRUGS ARE BAD!

kids, just say NO!

I need to go to school more often.
I need to stop taking pills.
I wish I didn't smoke so much weed.
And I wish I could make it stop.

I want to try and make it right but I'm not motivated anymore.
It seems so pointless.

So, I went to the Porn Shop and I bought something and no, it's most likely not what you think. Give me a little more credit than that. Thanks. Oh, and I got my tongue pierced. Ths weekend has been fun. I was with Maegan all of Friday night and with Justin all of Saturday night. Now, I'm chilling with Emalee. You know how that goes.

So, this weekend has been all about the green. Friday night I chilled out with Justin and Emalee. You can guess what went down with that. Saturday morning I had to go work at the store & I ended up being there until 4:30. Cory pulled up for like a sec and Rocky thought she was someone else. Later that night I picked Cory up and her, Justin, Emalee ( Read more... )

I'm stagnant.
It seems the more I try to explain this, the further I get from the reason.
Today wasn't at all glamorous. The things that have been building up on me finally came tumbling down.
My other car broke down today- Ashley had to give me a jump ( Read more... )

I don't know:

why I'm doing this
why I'm thinking this
why I'm feeling this
why I'm standing this.

On another note:
A lot of people are pissed at one another.
It's ridiculous.
Fighting over petty issues is pointless.

I just don't know anymore.

I'm going to be doing something that I really don't want to be doing tonight.

I'm getting ready to go to the movies with Ryan Harrell, I miss him so much BUT I get to see him in like an hour! Hooray and stuff like that.

I try to let it go but I don't know if I can take it.

Today was swell. School was okay. Becca and I went to Sonic because we skipped out on Senior Cap & Gown conference. I turned in my Narnia paper, laame. 5th was fun. Econ is weird, or maybe it's just my teacher. I finally got to talk to my guidance couselor about switching my classes. School=failry reasonable ( Read more... )