I don't like being this way.
To all of my friends, you deserve to know the reason why I have been so different.
I'm emotionally unstable. I don't know where I belong anymore. I can't handle the way things are going at this point in time and on top of that I am stressing out about the future.
I'm not ready.

I am back to the same old thing... Not really, but it's still not okay. I don't expect you to know what I mean and it's cool considering no one can even distiguish an okay me from a not okay me ( Read more... )

'Tis the season to be jolly. Not in this home. Anyway, we got to open a present tonight, only one. I originally opened an XBOX game: Tony Hawk American Wasteland but it was the wrong CD. So mom let me open another and it was a flippin' digi cam. Score. Tomorrow=stressful=family gathering ( Read more... )

I'm not okay.

I love you guys.

Today was the best! Narnia was such a great movie. I believe I did extremely well on my English exam too. Anyway, now for the good stuff ( Read more... )

I went to first period and took my exam. I went to second period and I took that exam. I called my mom and she wasn't around so instead of getting her to check me out I just left. Little did I know that she freaked out and called the school because her worker Rocky, who answered the phone, told her that I sounded upset. She spoke to the deputy and ( Read more... )

Today was a day of reflection and a day of being alone. I had plans but I cancelled them. I guess I really just needed some time to breathe or whatever. I don't understand. My life seems like it is going nowhere. Honestly, I don't know if I can make it after highschool. I am so unprepared and I am definitely not ready. I am seriously lacking ( Read more... )

I've messed up, hooray and stuff. Needless to say, it's expected.

Friday was good times. I love me some of "the girls."

Saturday=shitty.

It's 2:23 Sunday morning... I have no life.

Flippin' A and stuff like that! School=WEIRD. Stone was nice today and I was like WTF? Becca and I went to Sonic and it was good times. Saslow was somewhat standable (is that a word?) today. Bolton=WEIRD. I turned in my research junk so what now bitches? After school- I went to pick up my gf... Before I picked her up I was stopped at this redlight ( Read more... )

Soooo, today was somewhat pleasant. That's sarcasm. It wasn't dreadfully horrible but you know how it goes. Ms.Stone was a super bitch to me and the rest of the class this morning. I was like "calm the fuck down bitch." Saslow was the biggest JEW CUNT in the world today. She made Will feel like shit and I wanted to slap her in her UGLY JEW face! ( Read more... )