The beginning of fall is beautiful, invigorating, and enlightening. Then Fall truly sets in and it starts to feel like decay with beautiful colors. Then I start to feel like decay but more of a colorless version. Then I hermit. I'm starting to hermit now ( Read more... )

It's been a weird week. Back in school. Last semester. How do I deal with school, study register take my lisw exam and pass (I'm not paying for it twice, make sure I have a new job when I graduate (I'm not working this job after I graduate. I refuse to work for a boss who doesn't do her job and getting paid what I could get paid with my H.S. ( Read more... )

Three weeks have flown by ( Read more... )

I have a presentation tomorrow and nothing prepared. I'm going to finish reading my 15 articles today and then prep tomorrow then work on the paper that is due the following week. It should at least be an easy paper once I get these damn articles read so I guess I'm not worried about it. I am however worried about my final due on the 25th. I really ( Read more... )

I have a friend who just lost a family member she loved dearly. I feel so incredibly bad for her as she has a heart of gold. I can't imagine the pain she must be feeling. It's times like these I feel so useless. Every time I have friends in pain and I can't fix it I feel useless and terrible. My thoughts are with her and I let her know I'm here for ( Read more... )

Anyone who feels like a failure feel free to raise your hand I know mine is touching the ceiling.

Well last night I decided to stay in and then around 9:30 the mood struck to listen to sufjan stevens. This hasn't been done in a long time so i took the shuffle off my mp3 player and relaxed. I forgot how nice it feels to just relax. I passed out in a half our and kail woke me up to go to bed at some point where I continued to sleep until 11. I ( Read more... )

back in school ( Read more... )

Been having a lot of weird dreams lately. Nothing new except last night I had three ( Read more... )

So I've been kinda of a lousy friend lately. I've been trying to see a lot of people and when I see them I've been exhausted and terrible socially. In fact I've been favoring going out because it seems to be easier than forming concepts in my head sadly. Stupid not sleeping. Oh and I've been really bad at calling in the first place or returning ( Read more... )