Wow...It's been a while. LOTS has happened between the last entry and now ( Read more... )

I really needed that closure. I feel so good moving on now. So much better ( Read more... )

I'm a bit afraid of saying something here where you may read it and get the wrong idea about me and about this whole situation. Please just let me vent and don't let it get weird ( Read more... )

What is there to say about last night? Holy hell. I had a lot of fun from what I can remember. God only knows about the rest ( Read more... )

I really hope this doesn't last the whole summer. I really hope he talks to me before we all move in. This blocking thing is really hard for me...and it's kind of mean. I know he doesn't want to talk to me and maybe blocking me is helping him, but my goodness, does he not realize that all of our shit is packed up together? does he not realize that ( Read more... )

Well in turn he blocked me in every source of communicating with him and ignored my e-mail. I understand that he may be upset at me because of the manner in which i handled a situation. THE situation that sparked the break-up. Not saying that he or I didn't entertain the idea of breaking up...but if I never did what I did (a silly IM conversation ( Read more... )

I will use every medium I can to let him know.

I miss Patrick.

So I've been feeling like shit lately and last night a fever developed. I took Advil in hopes it would subside, but today it went up to 103 degrees. I had to be admitted to the ER because I was so fatigued and just in bad shape. Lots of things have been taking a toll on me emotionally and I just think I need a break from it all or just finally ( Read more... )

I woke, dreaming we had broke ( Read more... )

Beached it. Worked it. Ate it ( Read more... )