Well last night was not so good of a night. It was okay, but I'm as poor as poor people get. Sean told me to ask his mom to borrow $150 or so. And I just could bring myself to do it. He called her into the room with us, telling her that I needed to ask her a question, but I couldn't do it. I was terrified. I mean I never ask people for help, even ( Read more... )

I feel so alone. Today on the way home from Sean's house, I just wanted to run my car into a tree. Then as I went to go do it, I thought about what would happen if I hit it and didn't die. I would have to go to the hospital and all of that crap. A lot of people would get mad at me for trying to, but how many would actually know that I did it on ( Read more... )

 It's been a loooong time since I've last written in here. I think itsbeen close to one-year. Which probably means no one will read this, so oh well ( Read more... )

There has been a lot of things that have been going on. I never update this thing anymore, which is a bummer, i used to love writing in here. lol. anyways, i'm very excited for Valentine's Day. I guess my Boo has something special planned for me. hehe. exciting. I'm staying at his house from the 14th until the 18th. His parents are going out of ( Read more... )

-lose some weight ( Read more... )

I'm really excited for Christmas. Yet I still have shopping to do. lol. Things have been wonderful, falling into place like they should be doing around the Holiday Season. It makes me pretty happy. Things are starting to look up with my mom and step-dad. The last time I was over there he asked me when I was going to move back in. (But Angie and I ( Read more... )

Things have been absolutely amazing. I love my life. Its been nothing but perfect lately. I have great friends, and a wonderful boyfriend. He amazes me everyday. His mom is wonderful too. I couldn't ever think that she would like me as much as she does, and if she really doesn't then she sure can act. She gave me a hug sunday nite when i was in my ( Read more... )

i hate her

so lately things have been pretty amazing. i've had a wonderful time with a certain person. and i can't wait to spend more time with him.

tomorrow is my boy's birthday. i'm excited...haha, he's in for a treat. it's going to be a funny day. tomorrow is also the day that i will be getting the results back from the surgery, i'm really nervous about it ( Read more... )

i'm going to dinner with the family today. kinda worried yet very excited.

last night was a ton of fun. yet i don't remember like any of it. in all honesty i have no idea what happened, but what i do remember is having a smile on my face the entire night and on the way home. amazing...

so the sterile strips that i had to cover the incision, yah they ( Read more... )