got a wisdom tooth pulled yesterday. hurts bad, but not as bad as i expected it to.

i miss that boy already....

woke up this morning, coughing...a lot. there was blood. this time i'm not going to go to the emergency room because all they did last time was make me sit in there for 6 1/2 hours and made me leave with cough syrup. GAY!

i have to get together with the people in my music class to do our take home essay. its really easy but no one else knows what ( Read more... )

so someone has been lyin' to mea lot lately. don't worry they're out of my life....for good.

had a good halloween, took the baby out and had a BLAST with britney, jadden and missy. it was a ton of fun.

am going to see what kind of surgery i need on Nov. 9.  =[

wisdom teeth are coming out too i think. =[

school's going pretty well.

got a really good ( Read more... )

i never knew that i would sit and wait by my phone, for a call that i knew would be so long away. i am waiting for ur call to come through, but i know its so far away. yet u said u'd call me as soon as u can ( Read more... )

so friday was a much needed fun night. spent some time at my "alone spot" and just sort of chilled out ( Read more... )

so yah, had my mammogram today, the lump in my breast has grown since last time. i'm really scared now. even more because now i am going through this all alone. it sucks and i'm scared.

i've been told i'm stupid everyday for the past few days. and that i am a bitch and everyone thinks that i am. that i am a waste of time and the list goes on and on ( Read more... )

some people tell me that i am wrong. some people tell me that i am right.

i have no idea whether to think that what i did was right or wrong.

i hope i don't end up hurt and broken. i just want to be happy.

can't a lonely girl have that for once?

i want the boy to make me laugh for no reason, the one who tells me he loves me and means it. the boy who ( Read more... )

omg, so last nite was crazy.

yelling/screaming/fighting hahah it was funny. i laugh at her. if she wants to tell me to stop talking to her son, then maybe she should tell him to not talk to me. then it'd make my life easier.

i am happy right now where my life is at and i'm glad that its this way. I Love You.

i'm finally back to where i should be and ( Read more... )

physical therapy pretty much rocks, bc i get a lot of massages =]

will update about the great times later on.

love.