we are no longer comatose

I am sitting here now and I know what I should do. I am starting to fully understand who I am and what my purpose is. I know what I am looking for and I will search the world round till I find her, because when we are together the world will change. There is greatness in everyone but few choose to use it and I am tired of not using it. I know she ( Read more... )

that seems to be all I am getting. major changes in my life and major waves to crash down on me. but I am starting to come back and be who I once was. the person who has been sleeping in me is starting to wake up again. some changes have ben good and some have been bad. but I know I have more bigger and tougher ones to deal with coming soon. I have ( Read more... )

ok so I am at a pc room in singapore and I was staying on a small tropical island yesterday in Malaysia. I am not a certified scuba diver. (yeah call me Scuba Seth). anyways. I am starting to think more and more about what I want in life. I realized I could be happy living on that little island for a year just diving on the weekends and teaching ( Read more... )

So I need another moment when time stands still and I can see the words that I need to say. I need a golden line as Ms. Griffin would say. Or the moment after you have preached when time stands still and you know you have spoken the truth and the perfect moment has come. And you know the words you have said are great and true because your heart has ( Read more... )

so i went to a mud festival this weekend. it was fun and it sucked majorly all at the same time. I am slow realizing I don't want to get drunk so I am overly careful about drinking. and I hate it when people say something like "Seth, is having a beer???" it drives me nuts. you wouldn't do that to other people. why do it to me. and also there is a ( Read more... )

yeah somethings are making me feel worse while everything over all is getting better. and everything just changed and the world is upside down and I actually am not to excited about what has just happened..... this is weird.......

because my lil pal, the one who has been a huge person in my life because she knows how to care about people other than herself...is going to be here chillin and rockin like a homie from G-town. yes steph is coming. I am excited because I need this. I need it more than anything to have my pal here to listen and inspire me again. I have changed so ( Read more... )

I don't think I can fight this battle anymore. I am out of strength and I think I have lost this war. broken we come and broken we go....broken I am and will always be soo.....

so yeah I know I haven't updated in a while. everything around me seems to be going on with ups and downs. I can't seem to get things under control. I have worked so hard at pouring myself into other peoples lives and giving all I can to help those that ask for it. it has left me empty and burned out. I have fallen farther this time than ever ( Read more... )