I was at Andrea's today and was telling her everything that is happening with Joe. I told her I was afraid that maybe he was with someone else and that is why he is ignoring me. She thought that was highly doubtful and that he would probably still continue to talk to me not just ignore me. When I think about it, if he really was with someone ( Read more... )

I talked to my grandma today and told her about Joe calling me last Saturday and what he said...and the fact that he hasn't called since then. She said that she thinks Joe is a prick tease, but the other way around. She thinks he is just teasing me. I guess it makes sense. All of this is just games. Cara even said she thought Joe is just ( Read more... )

I caved and called Joe tonight. I couldn't help it. I didn't say anything bad, just told him I was upset because of what was going on and the fact that he hadn't called me in 5 days. I asked him why he was leading me on and the fact that I didnt' deserve this treatment. I also asked him to just tell me what he wanted. Not to just leave me ( Read more... )

I know Joe is up to something. You don't just call someone and tell them essentially that they are the one you want to marry, and then not call them for days after that. I'm thinking now that Joe has something up his sleeve. Like he is not going to call me for two weeks straight making me think he is over me, and then surprise me by showing up ( Read more... )

It's been 4 days (or at least after tonight is over it will have been 4 days) since Joe has called me. This is the longest he has waited, and I know his phone is on and working because it rang. Perhaps he lost it, but I doubt it. Even so he could always just send me an email or something. I went to church today and prayed very ferventrly to God ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much working every hour of every day for work. All I do is eat, sleep, and work because of this report. I'm getting frustrated...not only with work, but with Joe too. Last week he called me asking me to look up where a prompt care would be so he could get checked for strep throat. Then he called me Saturday afternoon "just to let me ( Read more... )

What the fuck was I thinking? Did I really think Joe could change? That all of a sudden he is really a good guy? He isn't, and he probably never will be. I wish God had never given me that thought while in church, and I wish my heart would just shut the hell up! Joe isn't a good person....well maybe deep down inside he is...but even then it ( Read more... )

Joe called me last night and told me he was mad at himself because he left his phone in his car for the entire weekend and figured I would be pissed at him. Well we talked for over an hour and then he said he would call me the next day. He never did. I called him and left a voicemail and then thought better about what i said and called him ( Read more... )

He hasnt' shown up and it is almost 7. That means he must have chosen to go home or maybe things ran late and he doesn't have time to stop by. I don't know. He hasn't replied to any of my texts since Friday morning, and I am anxious. I pray the reason is because he left his phone at work and if that is the case I may not hear from him until ( Read more... )

What else is new? I'm not sure what to think about anything with Joe. I know that he isn't pushing the idea of a relationship completely out of thought, but also he isn't sure he wants to put up with it. Apparently he is really busy with stuff on the weekends with work and then hunting, but hunting will only last until right before Christmas or ( Read more... )