i spoke with a man today. a random one. we shared a lone table in a sub shop. we talked about obama, school, and how confusing economics was. i enjoyed it. some people would think it was creepy, interacting with a 30+ year old man. but it was nice. to talk to someone. someone who was listening, interested in what i was saying ( Read more... )

i reach and grab nothing ( Read more... )

so um, my school announced tonight that it will be closing after the end of this school year.
my class will be the last seniors to graduate from our lady of nazareth academy.

fuck that.
i'm attempting to prevent this at all costs.

this is my family.

i'm angry. reallly angry. she said she wouldn't disappoint me.and of course, she does it.
i'm not going to say any more because this is fucking ridiculous and i sound like a 12 year old.

anyway..
i bought a black sheep and a new bra and a buddha bank. he's cool.


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Post: why do i wait for the green light to turn blue?

my heart is heavy today
weighed down under slush and snow
i can't get warm.
i won't get warm.

everything is white,
silent in its purity

the ice will frost and crystallize
scintillating, glimmering under streetlights

i wish i could connect these thoughts.

she said i should share it ( Read more... )

i'm pouring out my heart
its flooding my eyes and ears and body
and i'm thinking you're only
trying to dodge the puddles.

Elodie woke up one morning with a tattoo. It was a tattoo of a red rose on her hipbone and on the densely clustering petals it said "Darby..."
The tattoo had just materialized on her skin...
Then one morning Elodie stepped out of the shower and caught a glimpse of color in the mirror. It was a giant lotus blossom on her lower back...
The tattoos kept ( Read more... )

i am getting myself sick to my stomach ( Read more... )