Its friday and i am bored to death. i have done nothin but watch tv and nap since 3:oo. i wanted to do something but i found out i couldnt today...i t sucked considering i dont know if i can hang tommarow...im not sure. so ya the truth is i want to spend all my time with josh even though i know we cant...but somtimes i feel that he really doesnt ( Read more... )

these last 2 days have been amazing. Wednesday jessica took my phone so i didnt know if josh was coming over,so i called his house and his mom said he was waiting for me at new tech.so we drove over there and picked him up..i really needed that alone time with him...i just love him more every minute i spend with him. its hard to explain but i have ( Read more... )

im under alot of stress right now.....i just feel so tense and irratitable...im out of it and i need a massage.not to mention because of the stress my skins going bizerk..so im pissed.....not to mention i have a d in my class and my parents found out and freiked.they say im not grounded but i kinda am...not to mention i miss josh to death and i ( Read more... )

i dont know why but these last couple of days i have felt like crap.....first i had a cold then i started geting a runny nose and this week has been the worst week. ya so in otherwords me and josh are ok...i really wanna spend some quality alone time with him...i havent done that in a while...most boyfriends and gfs hang out alot but thats kinda ( Read more... )

man yesterday was the best day of my life!!!!!!!!.i got to spend time with josh till like 10:55 and his mom left us alone for like 30 minutes. I really think she is starting to trust me and thats makes me happy because i deserve to be trusted.....i dont know why i am telling people thi sbut who cares...after i was done kissing josh....i swear my ( Read more... )

i really cant even comprehend love.....its really just confusing and exciting at the same timee.we went out to baskin robins today to get ice cream and josh got this mocha coffee thing....he got really hyper. I dont know why but hes so much cooler when hes hyper...to bad i wasnt i was having a really bad day cause my mom founf out i had a c- in ( Read more... )

i dont know why but i just feel at peace when im with josh.i feel hole......when im with him i feel like im whole......i dont know why but i kinda got the feeling that josh was annoyed with me...i love him so much but sometimes its really hard to tell if he truly does love me...i know ive told him to many times to count how much i love him...i just ( Read more... )

loving u is as calm and still as the ocean ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do....im goign to prom with josh and today this guy at napa named matt asked me to prom i said i would have to think about it.....i know josh would never let me but we just would be going as friends.....i know he likes me though...i just dont know if i coulod tell him no.. hes a senior and i just dont like hurting people because ( Read more... )

i told my friend about me and josh and she is happy for me. she is a hard core catholic and her parents know it. she told her parents that she isnt going to have sex until she is married and they believe her.I think that is great because im pretty sure josjs mom doesnt believe me when i say it.. but thats not the point zoe has been going out with a ( Read more... )