Im stil really sad about josh leaving..i knew it was going to happen but our time together went bye so fast. i just cant stop loving him.each day i spend with him makes me love him more and more.Hes the best boyfriend i have ever had, and i respect him for caring for me so much...since i am a very unusual girl...lol ( Read more... )

today was the best day ever!!!!!!!!!.i spend so much time with josh and i learned alot. i love him more than words to express. its just to distressing knowing that we will be separated,when i care so much about him..but today was like magic...i felt like i was floating over a cloud with him....man i love when josh kisses me on the neck.haha hahahah ( Read more... )

..the truth is i feel like everyday away from josh is eating away my insides...everyday day away from him is a little part of my heart being eaten inside..i feel a sharp pain whenever i think about him moving. I think soon that i wont have a heart left....i have a bad feeling that when josh leaves that things are going to go haywire....especially ( Read more... )

..today was so much fun i hung out withs lots of friends from our youth group and i also hung out with josh... i really believe god is strenthning our relationship and pointing us in the right direction..i feel like me and josh are connecting and communicating well.I fully realize how lucky i am to have such a great boyfriend..my words cannot even ( Read more... )

ya right now i think me and josh are at a way better level...i have learned alot these past few days....i think god kinda helped me with my problems...and im so glad..i have been praying alot more lately, but mostly about josh moving...but me and joah are great i think something that happened like to days ago.kinda put a perspective on me and that ( Read more... )

today was alittle weird and it wasnt the kind of day i thought it would be ..but who really cares....so i got in troulbe for something today..not big troubl just little troulbe but everything is ok now...i think i might have scared josh i mean from now on im taking it way down..no more bad girl..

julie

i think im going to explode...i havent seen josh for a week and i stopped by his house cause i wanted to say hi and i miss u ..but he wasnt there and i was so sad..i just wanna hug him...so otherwise school was fun...but i wish josh went to my school..i mean i dont think i spend enough time with him..but balances school grades and a boyfriend can ( Read more... )

.....I miss him so much right now...to tell you the truth i am really starting to get ticked off about this moving thing....my mom just keeps giving me talks..like i know u dont like change julie..or you guys are going to separate and maybe get back totogether some day..or i dont want to tell u when the day comes i told u so..when i see you balling ( Read more... )

so lately things have been great...i have been hanging out with some really cool people from our youth group....they r really nice...ya so today is easter and its really boring over my house...it stinks cause all our family is split up... some our in watsonville, some in sanjose..and most are in colorado..most of our family is spread out...i hate ( Read more... )

.....i really am angry...i dont understand why god is doing this to me...i he trying to see if me and josh can stay together.Is it a test ..like if josh and julie can manage to stay together they can get married and have kids..bs i dont need this in my life right now..im in love ...deep emotional love..im mean i would die for him..i would give him ( Read more... )