Ok so over the last few days.I can't sleep and I am so horny.I am not talking like horny I mean really horny and craving girls and that is something that I have not felt in a really long time.Not that I think its wrong to be curious but I have been there done that and well I am a married girl I said no more to that.I am sticking to that.I would not ( Read more... )

I know its been so long since I have updated my journal. But this has just been a week from you know where.My grandfather ended up having a double bi pass on his heart.I was so afraid.He came through it fine but now he is having other problems.He is having heart fibs and shortness of breath.His heart had to get shocked with thoses shockers because ( Read more... )

When Life makes a sudden turn you have to turn too or go right off the cliff.This has already been a week of madness.My Grandfather , one of the few people whom raised me is in the hospital. He is in there because he has a heart condition.A very bad condition.With this condition comes a lot of up and down.One day he will feel great and the next ( Read more... )

Well Today has been a long day already.I got up and cleaned the house.I love it when my home is clean and also.I did all the laundry but I think a load or two.So now I am off to go on my walk and then to the food store.My hubby is sick and so is my little man so I think that tonight I will make them both soup and tea for dinner.I hate when they are ( Read more... )

I have been working a lot and playing .Last night Matt and I went out with Adam,Jenn and Crystal.I really liked Jenn.She could become a friend.You know how when you meet people for the first time and you kind of get the feel for them well I got a warm fuzzy feeling from her not a cold prickly.Ha ha.So she told me how she is curious about girls and ( Read more... )

My sister inlaw's brother was in a really bad car crashe yesterday.He is still in the hospital and not doing well.Will all who reads this please pray for him.I feel just sick inside.He was away on a business trip to Alaska and his wife was all the way back home on East Coast.Please keep them in your thoughts.Also this has just been a really odd ( Read more... )

OK ,so I feel so tired and I dont know why.Its so cold here .I hate spokane, where the hell is the sun?I worked till late again last night Ugh .I have not seen more then four hours of Matt all week. I really miss him.I went on another long walk today.It feels nice to work my body .i am going to go have dinner with my grand parents and great ( Read more... )

so today my matty started working a huge shift something like fourteen hours.I miss him lots.I got a lot done today though and i am closing at the bar tomorrow night so its great that I am getting all of this stuff today.I went on a walk did my laundry .Got Davids hair cut.Did my workout video .Gave myself a facial.And let's see hmmmm. I paid the ( Read more... )

Good day to all.Well about an hour or so ago .I awokr with a little odd feeling.See last night I went to bed pretty late and before going to bed i was bugging the shit out of my husband for sex.I mean since it has been over a month and you do tend to get a little sick of getting yourself off. well any way he said no.he was too tired.Ok let's just ( Read more... )

Well we got back to Washington on Saturday night.It was so late so I really did not feel like doing much. However I did make it down to see my twin sister and her two little ones.Well they are not both little one is five months and the other is six years old they are my babies.Then yesterday we played with the kids and unpacked and went to the ( Read more... )