Things are getting better.

I think I may be falling in love again.

So much drama.

I'm beginning to hate it.

No, no...LOATHE it.

Chris and I broke up.

I think we both agreed we are better off as friends.

But I think Kirk is going to ask me out again.

I'm actually in a very upbeat mood. My phone was actually ringing off the hook today. First Amber then Kirk then Nick then my mom. Heh. Kirk and I acutally talked for a long while too. I'm glad. He's still head over heels for me. Heh ( Read more... )

I'm holding onto a dream that just won't come true.

I saw Andrew tonight.

He was with her.

I talked to him.

He said we were still friends.

I told him to call me sometime.

I doubt he will.

I cried.

And I feel like I'm going to be sick right now.

I just want to stop hurting.

So I'm doing better ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna break up with Kirk. I'm just way too stressed right now to have a relationship. But I hate the fact I still live in the memories of me and Andrew ( Read more... )

Drill was a bitch. Modrall showed up again and we started talking about Andrew. Well that TOTALLY fucked up my day. I about cried twice. I'm soooo thankful for Steven though. He actually pulled me outta the squad and talked to me about what was wrong. (Which was a lot at that moment ( Read more... )

So I'm NOT gonna break up with Kirk ( Read more... )