she:“its like i have all these feelings trapped in some mortal cage and when this encasement is pierced, this flow of every named emotion spills out in chaos……….”

he:“chaos is beautiful”

i gained 2 pounds and i made myself throw up the hot dog. there is something wrong with me

There is such intimacy in whispering. You have to lean up close to another person, probably grazing their very own skin, speaking softly those words that only you two can hear. Just a thought ( Read more... )

there is something wrong with me tonight, i dont know what. Maybe hair dye got to my brain. my hair looks nasty by the way. ugh. for this very moment i feel lonely. I havent felt lonely in ages. But i do right now. My landlady is having sex rigth now, shes 70 and is dating a younger man with flowign hair. They are loud, gross ( Read more... )

i had this dream and it was so perfectly wonderful. This unidentified boy and I were driving in a car headed nowhere in particular, just driving. We were listening to Minus the Bear and saying nothing at all to one another. He looked over at me and smiled and I could see the small wrinkles by his eyes crinkle. I remember distinctly the way his ( Read more... )

I love how us humans object to the ways in which God does the things He does. We say "God you are my Lord," but how willing are we to do what He asks of us? Sometimes we may say "yes Lord, break me and mold me into the person in Christ that you want me to be" but we most of the time subconsciously tag on to the end of that sentence "but only if u ( Read more... )

modest mouse is really good, so are a lot of other bands. I danced in my kitchen today while all my roomates were gone, i remember dancing in living rooms with special people, those were the days... but THESE are the days!!!!! No worries for me, I worried yesterday, today I shall not. Ya, I have tons of homework to do and i am a bit confused, ( Read more... )

9 Two are better than one ( Read more... )

i thought i was over things but apparently i was wrong. In the words of my dear friend haley "dont be like a dog that goes back to its vomit"

Jesus is neat though

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, im so excited! I got a job for sony music and its soooooo great. They are flying me to NYC for CMJ, this HUGE music showcase and conference, all expenses paid. Its going to be so fun. All these amazing bands are playing. I love the fact that going to concerts is a requirement for my job in addition to meeting all the ( Read more... )