this is the first time in my life i have ever felt absolutely stupid. i am not good at anything, not even school anymore. I am struggling and stil i dont think im making any progress. I think i will be a very bad architect.

dude, it keeps growing, when will it ever stop?!?!

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so i have completed my first week of school and am now into my second week and I am already behind. Yaaaaay. Im totally going to pull an all nighter this evening. It shall be grand. I went to Garrett's wedding this weekend in Indiana. It was absolutley beautiful. Man, i cried a lot. very emotional experience, i cant wait to get married. I ( Read more... )

My hair is getting long. My friend took some pics of me today, the hair is growing. I dont know how much longer i want it.

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saw garden state again today with nate. i love that movie, i really connect with it like i did with eternal sunshine. love between 2 f-ed up people really inspires me, haha. i want that kind of love ( Read more... )

here i am, once again at home. This is such a strange place. I have always found so much excitement in returning, but things are different this time. I dont feel like im really returning to anything. Noone greeted me with a huge smile and noone proceeded to hug me and swing me around. This place no longer feels like home, it just feels like a ( Read more... )

home is where i shall be in about 48 hours. 2 weeks i shall stay in that place. i wonder how it will make me feel ( Read more... )

yay for dancing, it was amazing. I think i changed a zillion times before going. Saw this chick that i see everywhere there, it was funny. Shes never very friendly to me but i smile nonetheless. They played too much indie rock, not enough electro stuff, boo hoo. God blessed me tonight with just a absolutely grand day. I was so very happy. Yay ( Read more... )

yay, look, its me and tim, yes tim, i am very smart and was able to crackdown your picture code in seconds!! ah hah! i had to black out my face, i looked odd, but tim looks happy!
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another weekend at home. too short of a visit but filled with good times. went to starbucks with cameron then to the movies, hoorah, with him justin and others. It was alright, almost fell asleep though. Then I got to see my lil boys play a show at the Whiskey. Too many pole dancers across the street at Hustler, i could see their butts jiggle ( Read more... )