i come home again today. strange business. i woke up this morning feeling like certain memories had been blotted out of my mind's eye so i felt like i should mourn the loss. it makes me feel awkward. i am immersed in this paradox of emotions. oh well, i believe i always am :) Went to church last night in SF, it was awesome. Met the greatest ( Read more... )

its interesting to look back on your past and think of those you have loved. I wonder how justin is, i do still love him very much. I hope he is doing well and that hes in a good marriage. I pray for them all the time. He had such a hard life, I want him to have something better ( Read more... )

man i am tired, i have been drawing for too long. Watched texas chainsaw massacre, it was very gross. then dinner at pf changs. the italian boy was the greatest. yay for language barriers! talky with tim. extremely sweet boy, very caring and loving. One can tell that he really loves jesus. He is quite the delightful character, hes like orange ( Read more... )

"it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me"

i hate that song....

You can tell when you have been infected by a malignant kiss:it feels empty, just exactly empty.

I wonder if the people in that song knew that. No one deserves that feeling

i love God, that is all

yay the velvet teen tonight, woot woot. with my lovely christina. it shall be fun plus one!! lunch with aaron today, talky with cameron. lil bit of chillage with justin. :) I love the fact that im home this weekend, im coming home next weekend then im coming back again on aug 13 for a week. wowee. for so long all i ever wanted to do was come ( Read more... )

I am fine with whatever God has planned for me, I have joy in Him. I have a lot of stuff i have to deal with now so if u could all pray i would really appreciate it. God has one will and one purpose, i pray that it may be made known to me.

Proverbs 19:21
Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails.

today shall be a john cusack movie. Im going to do something incredibly insane, something very out of character. God has me covered, i was getting dressed today and just fell down on my knees before God and prayed my heart out. It was splendid. i have 7 hours plus of prayer for me today, Its going to be the best. Pray for me you all. call me ( Read more... )

woke up this morning with praises on my lips. I made sure that i didnt even get out of bed before i did what was the most important thing for me to do for this day: spend a lil time with God. slowly i rolled out of bed, did a lil homework, danced around a bit to the joy God has given me and then I sat here on this chair. My roomate Louisa whom I ( Read more... )

so i have the most amazing pastors wife in the whole world. Ive been going through a lot lately so i asked her if we could get together and talk. So i spilled my guts like a victim in a zombie movie and she helped me so much. We totally got at the root of my problems. Shes always there for me, shes awesome. I got a lot to work to do but I have ( Read more... )

Ouch my heart hurts ( Read more... )