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untitled (chapter 13)
Chapter 13
There is a huge gap in the story between the months of April 2008 till August 2008. Mainly because we were busy but also because that was when I truly threw myself into work. I didn’t want to think about Yunho anymore in that way. You could say that this was my trying to get over Yunho period. Did it work, though?
No.
It was so much harder ( Read more... ) -
im not dead
everyone, im so so so so sorry for the disappearance ( Read more... ) -
an apology
Everyone I am so sorry about the lack of updates! I have coursework and tournament trainings and stuff so I havent been able to post anything. Also I kind of. Uhm, Have hit a writers block about two chapters ahead of where I left you all. I'm definitely posting something up this week, maybe two and then Ill try to post stuff up at least once a week ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 12
It was the day IF was released. The five of us were, for some weird reason, in Korea, not Japan.
We had an early morning flight to Japan the next day so we were sent back early by the company to get some rest. For once. When we got back home, Jaejoong’s girlfriend was there with drinks and food to celebrate both Changmin and Yunho’s ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 11
It was probably for the best that the next few months were so hectic. Gave me no opportunity to think too much about things. Oh okay, I am gay and yes I do have a massive thing for Yunho but I have more important things to think of. Thanks to the overwhelming success of ‘Purple Line’, we were the busiest that we’d ever been since our ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 10
“Happy holidays!” Yunho grinned at me and held out his arms for a hug. “Come back recharged!”
I’m recharging now, I thought as our bodies mashed against each other. Please don’t end. Please don’t pull away. Please- He pulls away and I force a smile. “You too, hyung.”
He messes my hair and then picks up his bag pack. “Ten days of absolute ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 9
I kicked the ball as hard as I could and then I ran after it. Dribbled it for a while before I kicked it again. And then I chased it. Over and over again.
It was early November, but the air already had a slight chill to it. It smelt different from the air back at home. Japan always smelt of the hustle and bustle of the crowd, whereas home ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 8
For once, the house was quiet. I could actually hear myself think. At nine in the night.
I watched Changmin stuff the last piece of pepperoni pizza in his mouth as though he had been starved for a few days. It was just the two of us at home. Yoochun had left the moment we all had dumped our bags in the hall. Yunho managed to convince ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 7
“I hope you keep your hands to yourself later on.” Changmin said to Jaejoong. He was grouchy, as he always was when he doesn’t get enough sleep. “You should have made food for us too.”
And when he doesn’t get his breakfast. I eyed the two warily, hoping they wouldn’t start bickering. It would mean filming would take longer than necessary ( Read more... ) -
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Chapter 6
The Identity Acceptance stage means the person accepts themselves. "I will be okay." The person attaches a positive connotation to their gay or lesbian identity and accepts rather than tolerates it. There is continuing and increased contact with the gay and lesbian culture. The task is to deal with inner tension of no longer subscribing to ( Read more... )